clark kent/superman

I always think.. wow life must have been hard for clark kent.
he has 2 identities.
he has to save the world, and write articles about his other identity, superman.
and i thought my life was hard.
sometimes i feel like i'm trying to help people.
but i always end up hurting them.
then, the other me, clark kent, has to cover up for superman's mistake.
write an article about how he just messed up.
just that once.
he'll fix it.
rest reassured.
but no one listens to clark kent.
they all are mad at superman for screwing up once or twice.
they think that because he's not human, he shouldn't make mistakes.
i'm human, so why do they criticize me when i make mistakes?
if i say something stupid, i can feel them laughing behind my back.
if i do something offensive but wasn't meant to be, they won't talk to me.
they are not my friends.
because why would i be friends with them?
they are me.
i am them.
you lost yet?
ahh.. i am.
so far, i've compared myself to clark kent/superman and told you that no matter what happens, i still ridicule myself. i still look down on myself. unlike clark kent to superman. or vice versa. but like everyone else.
i'm sorry if i've lost you..
okay.
a movie you should watch:
drive me crazy (1999)
... i missed the first half hour on tv last night, but it was pretty good. predictable, but pretty good.
and Adrian Grenier is a hunk. He was also in The Devil Wears Prada as Anne Hathaway's boyfriend.
And Sabrina the teenage witch ( Melissa Joan Hart ) stars in the movie.

let me think about this for awhile.
i'm going to reccomend a .. song.
got it.
jenna, although i doubt you will suspect me of it, i am going to use a five for fighting song, but i hope you don't think i stole the idea from you.
a good song:
disneyland - five for fighting.
.. thanks for the comments jenna and sarah.
jenna, i will definitely talk to you if i need advice or help.
you guys rock for reading my extremely boring blog posts.
and thanks for reading all the way to the bottom of this post, seeing as it made no sense whatsoever.
that took me over 10 minutes to write!
lots o' love,
libster.